upupdowndown totally came together.

hmmmmm. been breaking my back at work the past few days, trying to get the ammonia risk management plan i've been working on for the past four months done. on thursday i pulled a 16 hour day, friday a 12 hour day, and here i am in on a saturday. it's about 11:45 right now, should be done by about 13:30 if all goes well. the absurdity of this project....you can't imagine the kind of figurative red tape our governement puts businesses through...

as mentioned before, am going to the nerve agents show tonight at the cocodrie with co-worker and brother of garrett, kristian alto.

joe and phil won't go, as they are feverishly working to get upupdowndown online.

the other day kristian & i were talking about girl, interrupted . i realized i was generally pretty happy (delusional) up until the hours i saw that movie. i remember walking out of the ukiah 6 thinking, "i used to be depressed. i need to be more depressed. i was pretty sweet back then" and i woke up depressed the next day, and have been that way since. kinda weird how i turned this round on like a switch that i can't seem to turn off.